Maybe
Posted on 2003-06-05
Is my mood any better today???
No, not really..... I just feel sad, I don't know why. I doubt I ever will know the real reason.
Maybe everything that's been happening lately has just caught up with me???
Maybe it's because I am still not sleeping properly???
Maybe it's because I've got another chest infection and the candida is coming back???
Maybe it's because 'K' had to cancel as she has been asked to work tomorrow afterall???
Maybe it's because I feel like I am failing at everything I try to do???
Maybe it's because all I want to do is talk to the only person that could make me smile, and that person isn't able to talk to me???
Not now. Not ever.
I miss him a lot these days.