I Can't
Posted on 2003-03-02
I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't do this.
I can't have you near me.
I can't be by myself.
I can't think one normal thought.
I can't stop feeling like something inside me is broken and is rattling around.
I can't need you any more than I do right now.
I can't figure out which way to piece myself back together.
I can't make anything make sense.
I can't stop feeling like I just want to scream.
I can't forget those words you used to completely break me in two.
I can't breathe.
I can't tell you how lonely this is, or how much I need to hear everything is going to be alright, even if it isn't.
I can't stop thinking that you are ready to move on, and I am stuck in the same place.
I can't shut off this feeling and just be numb.
I can't see myself being the same way ever, ever, ever, again.
I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't do this.