One Push Too Many?
Posted on 2003-01-29
It seems like I have travelled this road many times before. He kept pushing and I yesterday he pushed me even further away. I feel like getting out, why shouldn't I after everything that he's put me through?
I know that things will never be the same again. We said too many things to each other, things that can't ever be taken back; things that wont be easily forgotten, but already I feel strange without him being around. Will I try to work things out with him like he wants me to, just to have another hole ripped in my heart? or will I do the sensible thing and leave well alone? I know what I should do..... my head and my heart just wont agree.