The Text Message
Posted on 2002-11-30
I've just got a text message from Mr B telling me that I should stop living in the past and think about my future.
Geez, that shows how little he really knows about me. I can't picture a future of any kind right now. For me there is no light at the end of the tunnel, or blue skies in the distance. Everything ahead of me is just an ugly shade of grey.
I'm sorry that you have to read all about this, but I need to get this out of my system. There is no one else to talk to at 2:41am. Again, I'm sorry.
I just want to stop hurting so bad.....