Frustrated
Posted on 2004-02-08
Some days are better than others, for me though this just doesn't happen to be one of them.
I guess frustrated should be my word of the day because, as I said, I just feel that way about everything, and I am writing here, right now, to prevent that frustration from becoming straight out anger, which is an emotion I don't enjoy dealing with. It is so destructive, yet once it hits, it is so very hard to stop.
The thing that gets me is that a few days ago, I was happier than I have been in a long time. Now, I feel like my rollercoaster emotional state has done a loop and just stopped at the bottom, leaving me hanging upside down in a state of confusion and yes, frustration.
Go figure.