Frustrated
Posted on 2004-01-12
I'm feeling frustrated right now - so very, very frustrated.
I would like to have certain things but I don't know how to ask for them, nor do I know if I really have the right to ask for them in the first place.
I want things to make sense again, to be comfortable, and I want to feel as though I am important to you all the time, not just when it's convenient or suits you.
But I can't say any of this out loud to you, because then I'd be 'selfish', 'mean', 'critical', 'paranoid' or one of the many other things you told me I am.
Maybe one day you will realise that I care despite all this though, and maybe then you will take my feelings into consideration.