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Posted on 2003-11-23
I've been hit with another round of 'writers block', [not that I'm a real writer or anything], so for a change here's a survey which one of my friends e-mailed me. Enjoy!!!
~ I hurt: like my heart beats
~ I love: and am bound to life
~ I hate: hate and marmite
~ I cry: and drown in strength
~ I fear: myself
~ I hope: because I have to
~ I feel alone: in the daylight
~ I kill: my own spirit
~ I talk: to angels
~ I listen: for what's barely there
~ I break: my own heart
~ I see: my reflection in other people
~ I smell: fear
~ I taste: chemicals from my medication
~ I work: to just survive
~ I remember: more than most people
~ I hold: on tight
~ I hide: less than I used to
~ I pray: and usually mean it
~ I walk: with difficulty
~ I drive: people crazy
~ I read: to stay sane
~ I was: not meant to be
~ I breathe: and hope it's not my last
~ I play: private games of escape
~ I miss: life and everything that goes with it
~ I touch: no one physically, but with my words, who knows???
~ I learn: through my scars
~ I feel: pain and sorrow in everything
~ I know: the depth of the wound without even looking
~ I said: nothing, for so long
~ I dream: more when I'm awake
~ I have: sickness, strength and fantastic family and friends
~ I want: so much and nothing
~ I fell: and kept getting back up
~ I wait: in the shadows
~ I need: to be free
~ I live: the only way I know how