Seeking Salvation
Posted on 2003-06-28
Time is a cruel thing.
It's completely out of my control, and has an unknown limit. It's the unseen force that controls everything around me, and I am both in awe of it, and terrified by it.
There are so many other things that I wanted to say tonight, but the ache in my wrists and back, the dull throbbing pain in my chest, the nausea, the fatigue and the dizzyness aren't really helping me at all.
For once the M.E/CFS has beaten me, and I don't like the way it's left me feeling.
I need salvation. The kind that doesn't come in a plastic box that has sharp edges, nor the kind that comes in a plastic bottle.