Darkness
Posted on 2003-05-22
A storm of red hot tears is choking me. Everything is a blur, everything is shrouded in darkness.
I can't carry on like this..... but then I'm always saying that.
I'm always talking. Talk. Talk. Talk. It doesn't help.
My body still aches, my chest still feels blocked. I am still me.
I can't scream for help. I am trapped in a useless body.
Everything about my life right now feels wrong. Everywhere I turn I face a brick wall.
My whole being is scarred, and my mind is in shreds.
I can't ask for help, because there is none for someone like me.
How do you cure an incurable illness???