Tired Of Everything
Posted on 2002-10-25
I really don't know what to say today, I'm just feeling kinda empty.
The happenings of the last few days and my general feeling of loneliness and isolation have made me feel empty. I'm tired of showing my feelings, and explaining to Mr B what's going on in my head. He never seems to take any interest - he just pushes my feelings to one side like they don't matter. I'm tired of wishing and dreaming that things will change for the better, when deep down inside I know they probably never will. I'm tired of trying, tired of crying, tired of just friggin' sitting here waiting for something..... anything to change.
That will never happen unless I do something about it myself, but I don't know where to start.....