Bah!!!
Posted on 2003-05-03
I am tired, I ache, and I'm finally (almost) crying.
Everything hurts and I need to go to bed. But I'm afraid of the 'nearly asleep' thoughts that creep in, telling me what's wrong. There are times when I'm better off not knowing. This may be one of them.
There are tears in my eyes. I can feel them, but they won't fall. They won't go. I hope I fall asleep quickly.
Why should every movement of my heart, mind, and body hurt so much???